good kind of crazy busy?

starting to feel the strain. omygosh. must not burn out..

cognitively, i know that this is a good thing – company is doing well and getting new clients.

but being overwhelmed is not.

overall though: erm..yayness?

personal crooner

i’ve been so, so blessed. he’s decided to romance me after all. last february, i received 1 recording. this february, i received 2!! *teehee* does this mean i get cumulative number of songs each year?? so exciting, i hv an album in the making.. haha!

this made me happy-teary! :’)

And I Love You So
by Don McLean

And I love you so
The people ask me how
How I’ve lived till now
I tell them I don’t know

I guess they understand
How lonely life has been
But life began again
The day you took my hand

And yes, I know how lonely life can be
The shadows follow me
And the night won’t set me free
But I don’t let the evening get me down
Now that you’re around me

And you love me too
Your thoughts are just for me
You set my spirit free
I’m happy that you do

The book of life is brief
And once a page is read
All but love is dead
That is my belief

And yes, I know how lonely life can be
The shadows follow me
And the night won’t set me free
But I don’t let the evening get me down
Now that you’re around me

And I love you so

*yippee!*

prancin’ & celebratin’

so i did that (in my head) the past week. couldn’t stop smiling inside when i learnt that the dude had secured a full-time job!

yayyyy~

PTL!

principles to remember

1) by incarnation, not imitation.
2) sacred, cannot be taken lightly.
3) relationship (quality time), not talented ways (technology, technical excellence).
4) God-centred, not man-centred.

difficult week made easier

today is another of those days that i’m tremendously grateful for how things are right now with adr & i. it took us quite some time and a lot of hard work (read: heartache) to get to where we are — and i’m lovin’ it!!

here’s why.

this week was a tough one at work. with the limited amount of experience i have, i did the best that i knew how.. and the remainder of the time, i was panicking inside.. utterly unsettled. at the back of my head, i knew i had to stay composed and just deal with the tasks one at a time. at mid-week, when he forgot he had a meeting and cldn’t meet me for dinner (to keep me sane), i kinda lost it. sitting at my work station, i literally wanted to cry. i was upset cos we made arrangements, he didn’t respond when i tried to confirm the meeting the night before, and also cos i actually dressed up for him that day!

i thought to myself that i would spitefully decline to see him if he was gonna reschedule to thursday. but he surprised me greatly — he suggested lunch with me near the office. and boy, was i glad he did. i can’t really explain it but i felt much better when he said he’ll come by for lunch, anywhere and anytime i wanted. we had atas nasi lemak and it was very nice. more than just enjoying food together, his presence and offer to help me with work made me feel less depressed. i love that he responded to my SOS signals without me having to demand it this time. berry naise. :D

we met again tonight and i felt so reassured again. i talked about how i’m panicky (yet again) about my writing assignments, and he rattled off so many ideas, giving me practical handles to tackle this big monster in my mind. i’m sooooo glad i hv an uber creative & experienced writer right next to me whom i can consult. what a gem! i think i’m gonna ride this out alright. hooorahh!

so this is how it’s like to be taken care of. ((:
thanks, love.