自相矛盾

sometimes i wish i was the damsel in distress that he would jump to rescue. i know it’s a virtue to be independent. and i hv no problems being that way. in fact, i would slap myself if i were such an irritating gu niang tt can’t even open my own door. yet these offers to render help is what would make me happy and treasured.

i attach too much meaning to many things.